December 2010
1 post
September 2010
3 posts
Fuck this
I feel so horrible. Like my lungs are gasping for air and there isn’t sufficient oxygen in the room. I feel so trapped. I need to break away from this. Why the fuck is this happening to me?
Fuck, I just feel like filling this space with an endless string of vulgarities but I know it’s pointless.
Fuck myself for thinking that any good will happen to me. I’m damned.
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Reblog if you have grown to accept the fact that...
theobscure:
August 2010
4 posts
Darling, we fucked up.
2 tags
I don’t need that boy by my side I don’t need that boy in my life I don’t want to talk it out or hold him when he cries I don’t want to say he’s my kind I don’t want to say that he’s mine I don’t want to tell him that I love him more than life more than life,
love him more than life
July 2010
36 posts
1 tag
Do I trust my heart or just my mind? Why is truth so hard to find?
We all live different Hells
la-douleurexquise:suncatcher: The Whaler by Thrice
Will you still love me tomorrow?
I wish I was a Vulcan
So I wouldn’t have to deal with all these emotions.
Sometimes, when I fall asleep, I wish I never have...
I'm glad you're here with me.
let hate save you when nothing else will
DEAR MUM,
YEAH OKAY. I’M THE ONLY FUCKING SCREW UP. I’M THE FUCKING DAUGHTER YOU HATE. FUCK YOU. I HATE YOUR FUCKING GUTS. YOU FUCKING BITCH. YOU HAVE EVERY PROBLEM WITH ME, RIGHT? WELL, FUCK YOU. WHEN I’M OLD ENOUGH TO LIVE ON MY OWN, I WON’T EVEN FUCKING COME BACK TO SEE YOU. FAGGOT. YOU ONLY SEE THAT I DON’T DO ANYTHING. ARE YOU FUCKING BLIND? I HELP AROUND A LOT. IT’S...
Morning is the Soul's Night: iTunes Quiz →
iTunes quiz.
1. Shuffle your iPod/MP3 player/iTunes/Whatever else you have. 2. Answer the questions by the song title that comes up. 3. Don’t cheat, it makes everything more fun! [1] What is your life going to be like in 5 years? August Burns Red - The Turth Of A Liar
[2] How is your love life going for you right now? Swimming With Dolphins - Up In The Stars [3] What pisses you off the most ...
She Doesn't Look A Thing Like Jesus
You piss me off.
I don’t get what you’re trying to do. You have a boyfriend for fucks sake. Please stop flirting around with mine. I didn’t expect this to come from you, of all people. Seeing how you’re all judgmental and shit, you shouldn’t mind that I’m judging you right now. I don’t care if you’re upset. Go run to your boyfriend and tell that to...
This is a sick world we live in.
We’re all selfish, impatient, arrogant, impotent bastards.
“Do you know what hurts the most about a broken heart? Not being able to remember...”
– Skins
Is it too much to ask for?
2 tags
Lightning strike Inside, my chest to keep me up at night Dream of ways To make you understand my pain Clouds of sulfur in the air Bombs are falling everywhere It's heartbreak warfare Once you want it to begin, No one really every wins In heartbreak warfare If you want more love, Why don't you say so? If you want more love, Why don't you say so? Drop his name Push it in and twist the knife again...
Could it be that love exists?
I hate to see you hurt. I just wish we were as close as we were three years ago because I know I’d be the best at consoling you. The people we have become; it’s a disappointment, really. We used to be able to talk about everything and now I’m the last to know that this has happened to you. Please cheer up dear boy. I believe I still know you even though we aren’t exactly...
JD.
My little whore (:
A Fresh Start.
I’ve deleted my old account where I followed too many people, had too many followers and lost the meaning of true tumblring. So here I am again, back to square one and let’s see whether I’d be able to keep this space clear of the bullshit.